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  "Tormod-" Eloise began.

  "No, my dear, the Inspector can discover whatever else he needs to know in some other fashion. Poor Mina seems unques shy;tionably to have taken her own life. There was nothing you could have done about it, and I will not have, you blame yourself in any way at all! We may never know what it was that she could no longer bear, and perhaps it is better that we should not. A person's most terrible griefs should be buried decently with them. There are things that lie so close to the heart of a person, every decency of man or God demands they remain private!" He lifted his head and glared at Pitt, defying him to contend.

  Pitt looked at them sitting side by side on the sofa. He would get nothing more from Eloise, and in truth he was inclined to agree that Mina's suffering, whatever it was, deserved to be buried with her, not turned over, weighed, and measured by other hands, even the impersonal ones of the police.

  He stood up. ''Quite," he said succinctly. "Once I am sure that it was simply a tragedy and there has been no crime, even of negligence, then it would be far better if we all left the matter to be forgotten in kinder memories."

  Tormod relaxed, his shoulders easing, the fabric of his coat falling back to its natural lines. He stood up also and extended his hand, holding Pitt's in a hard grip.

  "I'm glad you see it so. Good day to you, Inspector.",

  "Good day, Mr. Lagarde." Pitt turned a little. "Miss Lagarde. I hope your stay in the country is pleasant."

  She smiled at him with uncertainty, something that struck her with doubt, even a presage of fear.

  "Thank you," she said in a little more than a whisper.

  Outside in the street Pitt walked slowly along, trying to com shy;pose his thoughts. Everything so far indicated some private grief, nursed to herself, that had finally overwhelmed Mina Spencer-Brown and driven her to take, quite deliberately, an overdose of something she already possessed. Probably it would prove to be her husband's medicine containing the belladonna, which Dr. Mulgrew had spoken of.

  But before he allowed it to rest, he must ask the other women who had known her. If anyone was aware of her secret, it would be one of them, either from some imparted confidence or merely from observation. He had learned how much a relatively idle woman could perceive in others simply because she had no business and few duties to occupy her. People were her whole concern: relationships, secrets, those to be told and those to be kept.

  He called on Ambrosine Charrington first, because she was the farthest away and he wanted to walk. In spite of the thicken shy;ing rain he was not yet ready to face anyone else. Once, he even stopped altogether as a ginger cat stalked across the footpath in front of him, shook himself in disgust at the wet, and slipped into the shelter of the shrubbery. Perhaps, Pitt thought, he should not disturb the slow settling of grief. Maybe it was no subject for police, and he should go now, turn and walk away, catch the omnibus back to the police station, and deal with some theft or forgery until Mulgrew and the police surgeon put in their reports.

  Still thinking about it, without having consciously made any decision, he began to walk again. The rain was gathering in vehemence and ran in cold streaks inside his collar and down his flesh, making him shudder. He was glad to reach the Charringtons' doorstep.

  The butler received him with faint displeasure, as if he were a stray driven in by the inclement weather rather than a person who had any place there. Pitt considered the hair plastered over his forehead, the wet trousers flapping around his ankles, and the one bootlace broken, and decided that the butler's look of disap shy;proval was not unwarranted.

  Pitt forced himself to smile. "Inspector Pitt, from the police," he announced.

  "Indeed!" The butler's look of polite patience vanished like sun behind a cloud.

  "I would like to see Mrs. Charrington, if you please," Pitt continued. "It is with regard to the death of Mrs. Spencer-Brown."

  "I don't believe-" the butler began, then looked more closely at Pitt's face and realized protestations were only going to pro shy;long the interview, not end it. "If you come into the morning room, I will see if Mrs. Charrington is at home." It was a fiction Pitt was well used to. It would be discourteous to say, "I will ask her if she will see you," although he had been told so bluntly often enough.

  He had barely sat down when the butler returned to escort him to the withdrawing room, where there was a fine fire dancing in the grate and three bowls of flowers in jardinieres by the wall. k Ambrosine sat bolt upright on the green brocade love seat and looked Pitt over from hair to boots with interest.

  "Good morning, Inspector. Do be good enough to sit down and remove your coat. You seem more than a little wet." '

  He obeyed with pleasure, handing the offending garment to the butler, then arranging himself in an armchair so as to absorb the full benefit of the fire.

  "Thank you, ma'am," he said with feeling.

  The butler retired, closing the door behind him, and Ambrosine raised her fine eyebrows.

  "I am told you are inquiring into poor Mrs. Spencer-Brown's death," she said. "I am afraid I know nothing whatsoever of interest. In fact, how little I know is quite amazing in itself. I would have expected to hear something. One has to be remarka shy;bly clever to keep a secret in Society, you know. There are many things that are not spoken of which would be in unforgivable taste to mention, but you will usually find that people know, all the same. There is a certain smugness in the face!" She looked at him to see if he understood, and was evidently satisfied that he did. "It is infinitely pleasing to know secrets, especially when others are aware that you do-and they do not."

  She frowned. "But I have not observed this attitude lately in anyone but Mina herself! And I never really knew whether she had any great knowledge or merely wished us to think so!"

  He was equally puzzled. "Do you not think that someone might be prepared to speak now that a death is involved," he said, "to avoid misunderstandings, and perhaps even injustice?"

  She gave a weary little smile. "What an optimist you are, Inspector. You make me feel very old-or at least as if you must be very young. Death is the very best excuse of all to hide things forever. Few people have the least objection to injustice-the world is run on it. And, after all, it is part of the creed: 'De mortuis nil nisi bonum.' "

  He waited for her to explain, although he thought he knew what she meant.

  " 'Speak no ill of the dead,' " she said bleakly. "Of course I mean Society's creed, not the Church's. A very charitable idea, at first glance, but it leaves all the weight of the blame upon the living-which, of course, is what it is designed to do. Whoever took any joy from hunting a dead fox?"

  "The blame for what?" he asked her soberly, forcing himself not to be diverted from the issue of Mina.

  "That depends upon whom we are discussing," she replied. "In the case of Mina, I really do not know. It is a field in which I would have expected you to be far more knowledgeable than I. Why are you concerned in the matter at all? To die is not a crime. Of course I appreciate that to kill oneself is-but since it is obviously quite unprosecutable, I fail to see your involvement."

  "My only interest is to make certain that that is what it is," he answered. "A matter of her having taken her own life. No one appears to know of any reason whatsoever why she should have done so."

  "No," she said thoughtfully. "We know so little about each other, I sometimes wonder if we even know why we do the important things. I don't suppose it is the reason that appears- like money, or love."

  "Mrs. Spencer-Brown seems to have been very well provided for." He tried a more direct approach. "Do you suppose it could have been anything to do with an affaire of love?"

  Her mouth quivered with a suppressed smile.

  "How delicate of you, Inspector. I have no idea about that, either. I'm sorry. If she had a lover, then she was more discreet than I gave her credit for."

  "Perhaps she loved someone who did not return her feelings?" he suggested.

  "Possibly. But if all
the people who ever did were to kill themselves, half of London would be occupied burying the other half!" She dismissed it with a lift of her fingers. "Mina was not a melancholy romantic, you know. She was a highly practical person, and fully acquainted with the realities of life. And she was thirty-five, not eighteen!"

  "People of thirty-five can fall in love." He smiled very slightly.

  She looked him up and down, judging him correctly to within a year.

  "Of course they can," she agreed, with the shadow of an answering smile. "People can fall in love at any age at all. But at thirty-five they have probably had the experience several times before and do not mistake it for the end of the world when it goes amiss."

  "Then why do you think Mrs. Spencer-Brown killed herself, Mrs. Charrington?" He surprised himself by being so candid.

  "I? You really wish for my opinion, Inspector?"

  "I do."

  "I am disinclined to believe that she did. Mina was far too practical not to find some way out of whatever misfortune she had got herself into. She was not an emotional woman, and I never knew anyone less hysterical."

  "An accident?"

  "Not of her making. I should think an idiotic maid moved bottles or boxes, or mixed two things together to save room and created a poison by mistake. I daresay you will never find out, unless your policeman removed all the containers in the house before the servants had any opportunity to destroy or empty them. If I were you, I shouldn't worry myself-there is nothing whatsoever you can do about it, either to undo it or to prevent it happening again somewhere else, to somebody else."

  "A domestic accident?"

  "I would think so. If you had ever been responsible for the running of a large house, Inspector, you would know what extraordinary things can happen. If you were aware what some cooks do, and what other strange bodies find their way into the larder, I daresay you would never eat again!"

  He stood up, concealing an unseemly impulse to laugh that welled up inside him. There was something in her he liked enormously.

  "Thank you, ma'am. If that is indeed what happened, then I expect you are right-I shall never know."

  She rang the bell for the butler to show Pitt out.

  "It is one of the marks of wisdom to learn to leave alone that which you cannot help," she said gently. "You will do more harm than good threshing all the fine chaff to discover a grain of truth. A lot of people will be frightened, perhaps made unemploy shy;able in the future, and you will still not have helped anyone."

  He called on Theodora von Schenck and found her an utterly different kind of woman: handsome in her own way, but entirely lacking the aristocratic beauty of Ambrosine or the ethereal delicacy of Eloise. But more surprising than her appearance was the fact that, like Charlotte, she was busy with quite ordinary household chores. When Pitt arrived, she was counting linen and sorting into a pile the things that required mending or replacement.

  In fact, she did not seem to be ashamed that she had put some aside to be cut down into smaller articles, such as pillowcases from worn sheets, and linen cloths for drying and polishing from those pieces that were smaller or more worn.

  However, for all her frankness, she was unable to offer him any assistance about the reasons for Mina's death. She found the idea of suicide pitiful, expressing her sorrow that anyone should reach such depths of despair, but she did not deny that some shy;times it did happen. On the other hand, since she had not known Mina well, she was aware of nothing at all to bring her to such a state. Theodora herself was a widow with two children, which reduced her social connections considerably, and she preferred to devote her time to her home and children rather than making social calls or attending soirees and such functions; therefore she heard little gossip.

  Pitt left no wiser, and certainly no happier. If he could feel certain that there was some unresolved tragedy, as Tormod Lagarde had seemed convinced, then he would be satisfied to leave it decently alone. On the other hand, Ambrosine Charrington had been sure that such a thing was utterly out of character. If it had been some preposterous accident, should he persist until he had done all he could to discover precisely what? Did he owe it to Mina herself? To be buried in a suicide's grave was a disgrace, a stigma not easy to bear for her survivors. And did he perhaps owe it to Alston Spencer-Brown to show him that his wife had not been so unhappy as to prefer death to life? Might not Spencer-Brown go on torturing himself with hurt and confusion in the belief that she had loved someone else and found life insupportable without him? And other people-would they be shy;lieve something secret and perhaps obscure about Alston that had driven his wife to such an end?

  Was it possible that no matter how ugly, or how expensive, the facts were better? The truth deals only one wound, but suspicions a thousand.

  Because Theodora had mentioned that Amaryllis and she were sisters, Amaryllis Denbigh was a complete surprise to Pitt. With shy;out giving it conscious thought, he had been expecting someone similar, and it was a faintly unpleasant readjustment to meet a woman younger, not only in years but jarringly so in fashion, manner, and deportment.

  She met him with cool civility, but the spark of interest was in her eyes and in the suppressed tightness of her body. He never for a moment feared that she might decline to talk. There was something hungry in her, something seeking, and yet at the same time contemptuous of him. She had not forgotten that he was a policeman.

  "Of course I understand your situation, Inspector-Pitt?" She sat down and arranged her skirts with white fingers that stroked the silk delicately; he could almost feel its rippling softness himself, as if it slid cool beneath his own skin.

  "Thank you, ma'am." He eased himself into the chair across the small table from her.

  "You are obliged to satisfy yourself that there has been no wrong done," she reasoned. "And naturally that requires you to discover the truth. I wish I could be of more assistance to you." Her eyes did not leave his face, and he had the feeling she knew every line of it, every shade. "But I fear I know very little." She smiled coolly. "I have only impressions, and it would be less than fair to represent them as facts."

  "I sympathize." He found the words hard to say, for no reason that he could frame. He made an effort to concentrate his mind upon Mina, and his reason for being here. "Yet if anyone had known facts, surely they would have prevented the tragedy? It is precisely because there are only impressions and understand shy;ings that have come with the wisdom of hindsight that these things occur so startlingly, and we are left with mysteries and perhaps unjust beliefs." He hoped he was not being sententious, but he was trying to follow her own line of reasoning and convince her to speak. He believed he could judge what to trust and what to discard as malicious or unrelated.

  "I had not thought of it like that." Her eyes were round and blue and very direct. She must have looked much like this in feature and expression when she was still in pigtails and dresses to her knees: the same frankness, the same slightly bold interest, the same softness of cheek and throat. ' 'Of course you are quite right!"

  "Then perhaps you would be kind enough to tell me of your impressions?" he invited, disliking himself for it even as he spoke. He despised the sort of mischievous speculation that he was encouraging-indeed would listen to with the same eager shy;ness as a gossip selecting dirt to relish and refine before whisper shy;ing it with laughter and deprecation to the next hungry ear.

  She was too subtle to excuse herself again; to do so would imply she needed excuse. Instead she fixed her eyes on a bowl of flowers on a side table against the wall and began to speak.

  "Of course Mina-that is, Mrs. Spencer-Brown-was very fond of Mr. Lagarde, as I expect you know." She did not look back at him. The temptation was there; he saw it in the tighten shy;ing of her neck, but she resisted it. "I do not, for one moment, mean to imply anything improper. But there are always people who will misunderstand even the most innocent of friendships. I have wondered once or twice if there was someone who so misunderstood Mina's regard, and p
erhaps was caused great unhappiness by it."

  "Such as who?" he asked, a little surprised. It was a possibil shy;ity he had not thought of: a simple misunderstanding leading to jealousy. He had only considered an unrequited love.

  "Well, I suppose the obvious answer is Mr. Spencer-Brown," she replied, facing him at last. "But then the truth is not always the obvious, is it?"

  "No," he agreed hastily. "But if not him, then who?"

  She breathed a deep sigh and appeared to reflect for a few moments.

  "I really don't know!" She lifted her head suddenly as if she had newly made up her mind about something. "I imagine it is possible-" She stopped. "Well, all sort of other things-other people? I know Inigo Charrington was very attached to Eloise at one time. She would not even consider him. I've no idea why! He seems pleasing enough, but to her it was as if he did not exist in that sense. She was civil enough to him, naturally. But then one is!"

  "I don't see what that has to do with Mrs. Spencer-Brown's death," he said frankly.

  "No." She gave him a wide, blue look. "Neither do I. I expect it has nothing at all. I am only seeking possibilities, people who might have said something at one time or another which could have given rise to misunderstanding. I did tell you, Inspector, that I knew nothing! You asked me for my impressions."

  "And your impression is that Mrs. Spencer-Brown was in normally good spirits as far as you knew?" Without intending to, he had used Tormod's words.

  "Oh yes. If something happened to distress her, it must have occurred quite suddenly, without any warning. Maybe she learned something appalling?" Again her eyes were wide and round.

  "Mr. Lagarde says she was not at all upset when she left his house," he pointed out. "And from the hour her servants have reported, it appears she went straight home."

  "Then perhaps she met someone in the street? Or there was a letter waiting for her when she arrived?"

  A letter was something that had not occurred to him. He should have asked the servants if there had been any messages. Perhaps Harris had thought of it.